I don’t care if you don’t care

At last ! I’m free. Absolutely free from shit.
Dear Nicotine, you have been a great friend to Barney lately. You cured my sickness, my loneliness and my boldness. I wonder how life will be if you weren’t here for me.

For those who still don’t know,
Barney is me.
I am Barney.
Barney is a T-Rex.
Barney bites.
Barney chews,
Barney tore you apart.
You mess with Barney, you gonna die.

Barney is a teenage T-Rex. Therefore he is not perfect, and no one on earth is perfect! There’s much to learn for Barney. Ups and Downs in life will still occur in Barney’s life like any other’s life. One important thing for Barney keep in mind which is don’t take things for granted always.

Barney falls,
Barney learns,
and Barney gets stronger!

Mysterious, Unbelievable

Unbelievable

Miss me ? I know you people miss my pictures
What happen to me recently is just some boring random events. I’m not vice president in nature society nor vice secretary in Interact anymore. *awkward* I’m recycling campaign planner and Editor 2 in the clubs. Malulah aku. Thanks to Pravin.
Have lots of events upcoming.
Go for my facebook for more pictures! or twitter me!
Muziojiaz@live.com
http://twitter.com/LeeHaoJia

Conflict

Power, Glory and Wealth

My aim.
A short post.
Is everyone healthy?

Priority, Decision

Decision

I decided to put those not that important or not worthy matters aside first and put my studies and co-curriculum activities as main priority. I can’t pay the price of playing the love game. I can’t afford the time. I wasted one day time to wait. Wait, if you know what is it meant. I wait for the whole day for nothing. I asked God, and myself whether I deserve this or not. I believe in my own instinct, my inner me tells me that I shouldn’t stop here. I shouldn’t do nothing. My future is waiting for me. Time management is very important for me now. Everything must be on schedule whether I like it or not.

Well, 3 Posts in School will actually fill my time, I am sure about it. President of Class, Vice President of Nature Society, and the Vice Secretary of Interact Club. I know I wasn’t choose by voting, well I am pretty sure that I can do the job well.

That’s what I do when others don’t put me as their priority. This means that you don’t even f*king care about me.

Fate rule us all

It’s all fate

Yesterday I’m all emo’fied and down and today there’s this Program Maju Diri who teaches how people handle the stress and all. Today only i knew that all the time the feeling I felt is this fuggin’ “Stress”. Plus, there is this Rymond Wong who come and share about some experience with us. I guess he is 31. And most importantly, he convinced me about education.

The problem I faced yesterday is just a tiny-weeny problem in front of the world’s eye. So, why am I so stress out about it? Wake up, you purple dino!

Twist, or turning point

No more sorrow

Gotta promise myself this time, to have my own entertainment time and promise myself that emotions shouldn’t influence me. I’m just weak. As weak as the past me. I ” thought ” that I’ve gotten stronger, but the truth is, I never grow up any single bit. I should spend some time on my own few days to think all this out thoroughly. I’m seriously very down and unmotivated now. Well, I guess there would be a turning point where things will get better.

Believe in fate, We must.

I tried to pretend, but it’s not getting me any further. Don’t worry, I will recover as you know I will.

By the way, ENJOY. the picture.

First day of School in 2010

Sadly, there’s no photo available to upload today because I’m not using my own computer. I’m using my bro laptop. He asked me to download all the stuff to the laptop, you know? the basic stuff like downloader and web browsers all.

Anyyyway, school reopened and I attended to school as most of the students were attended except for the high fever person. I got elected for the 3rd time in this school as President class. I guess I can do it better this time when I have much more experience in things. I just have to pray for the noisy and naughty ones to behave and stop acting like that because I have no time to play with them this year. I’m not the one there to educate them. I’m there to help the teacher.

By the way, I’ve prepared myself a notebook to write whatever things to avoid myself from forgetting important stuffs. Yes, from that you can know that I’m a very terribly forgetful person and i knew it for a long time already. There’s some teacher remains teaching the same subject. Let’s hope them don’t get pissed so fast this year!

5 Cergas blog is on the way. I wonder if the T-shirt is still on. I didn’t talk much with her today. Misses her badly.

Edited: Added picture of the day

Second Day

Unable to contact her is a stab straight through the heart. Well, i think that makes me appreciate her more i guess.
It’s gonna be a short post.
Enjoy the picture.

2010

New Year 2010

It’s SPM dude and babes, no more playing and fooling around as the SPM result will determine where are you heading.. and I hope I can go as far as I could because I believe here is not where I belong. let’s work together and have give whatever we have to get the best result we could possibly get, for people not to look down on us anymore, for our pride.

Me too, will give my best. Both in academics and her and my fellow friends. I believe I can manage my time pretty well, to not affect my studies, and the friendship.

God Bless Us.

Last day of the Year

Barney’s

It’s 31st of December. Significantly the last day of the year. Just let me conclude for what I did and what I going to do next year.

Let’s start with ” What I Did ” first. I’ve been through the gloomiest part of my life which is the lost of my great love, and the happiest part of my life which is the caring of the family and the friends. Thank you my friend, especially the one who gave me the name of the Terrifying Purple Dinosaur! Thank you very much. The joy, is hard to describe and i guess you just have to imagine it yourself By the way, I get to realize many things this year which makes me learn how to move on with life. Not to forget about my teachers, who are kind and some are so mean all the time. They both taught me things in different way. Let’s give the Award ” Teacher of the Year ” to Mr. Low. Even though he delayed the class most of the time, I still feel he’s the best tutor because of the way he teaches, telling the proper way of studying and the right choices to make in life. Let’s all salute this Teacher of the Year.  It’s a Fantastic year, with full of fantastic people to meet and to get to know with. Life is getting exciting and interesting and at the same time, MARVELOUS.

Let’s pray at 2010 will be 2 times exciting than 2009 and let the losers to realize that they are just useless who knows only how to hurt people feelings. Let us all pray together.

I’m gonna be 2x hardworking, 4x smart, 16x love my family more, 256x respectful, and 65536x love her in year 2010!

Happy 2010!